Monday, June 14, 2004

:: Dimensions - a point of view

hhmmm ... to talk about dimensions includes such a wide range of things it can be tricky to make a 'solid opening statement'. besides it all sounds so damn "futuristic" some people dont even know where to begin a thought on it ... but life in dimensions is a part of our everyday. we need to look closer.
rite now there are people in the world living in other dimensions different from ours, sad ones, painfull ones, in very dark places. while at the same time there are people living in beautiful levels, having a good time. is this how nature is?
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the times i've traveled to south america i have noticed the change in dimensions that occurs. i'm sure i'd also feel it if i were to travel to africa, europe or anywhere that is different from my mundane environment.
so i cant help but think about all those innocent people stuck in the middle of the war, helpless, dying. when is this going to end!
cant everybody see how grand it would be to live in peace and love .. and harmony. a world without war, without fighting for something that can be discussed in a friendly way. a world where we are all friends. a whole wide world! we're all from the same place. we're all made of the same stuff. why cant we share and be ok?! ... so we have different believes, who cares! why care! how does that change the way we should be to one another. we must understand that the differences dont change the facts -> we're from the same place and made of the same stuff. we have no control over the world, or over nature so why are so many people fighting? why not work together towards finding better ways to live in harmony.... cus what's been done about it so far has been crappy work. i believe it can be done. at least we can try.
after all different states of mind can put us in different dimensions too.
-> so i've decided to do something about this. for a long time i've thought of things i can do to change this, and then i end up telling my self "c'mon ... like its gonna make a difference" ... but it would! any little bit counts, any lil' bit helps. so i'm gonna follow my dream and do what my heart tells me.
i feel like i myself have crossed to another dimension, i've realized things, thoughts and so my life has changed -> i worked in a corporate office, in the crazy world of fashion; making a decent salary, holding a title so long it had to be abreviated on the business card -- meanwhile it meant nothing ... 7 years i lived that life ("why" is a very long story that i rather not get into), putting 12 hrs a day, commuting with the freaks of the day and the goons of the nite, avoiding those in a rush fighting to get on the train first, or those that run n push people out of the way cus they dont wanna be late >> so they dont see the human being walking in front of them.. urrggh! ... my boss thought was better than me, and it bothered me greatly. then i learned that my boss's boss thought was better than all of us! .. ha! that made me laugh and i understood how things worked in that world, in that dimension. i didnt like it. it was too cold and too mean. it drained me. i'm into love and sharing and friendship and i worship the idea that one day anything will be possible with a smile and a friendly helping hand. i cant be around people trying to be better than everybody else; in a constant race. i rather take my time and enjoy life. so i guess in some way i "stepped out" of that world and placed myself in a different plane. now i live my life my way, i am free. because i understood "we dont really Have To do anything we dont want to". there are so many choices, >life is full of options.
now i feel good. life feels good - i feel like i just woke up, like i'm found. i am not rich (not even close), but i live better, i am happy. enos and i made it happen. i am very fortunate to realize this.

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